'if you believe; would you hold on?'
if you dare to dream, dare to believe.
if you dare to ask, God dares to give.

God, give me just 1% of your love for people and 1% of your compassion and burden for people.
that, i want.
pour out your abundant love over me,let it overwhelm me.

'have you stopped loving people?'
God, help me to love the unlovable. when obstacles come, its painful, its a super sour feeling, and sometimes i get so tired i just want to give up loving people. but because God, you are love, i want to be a mature child of yours and love people. simply because you love me and i want to love you back. i want to love you more than anything else in this world.
'where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.'
i've lived life running away from problems enough.
every part that doesnt bear fruit, you cut off.
pruning is difficult. but you will grow me into a better person for eternity. this is training ground. God, its really not easy and sometimes i just feel like running away from facts. but,i want to trust you. i really want to trust you. i really really want to trust you and put my faith in you.

Cg08 has been launched. i fear. but im replacing my fear with your faith. im holding to the promises that you promised to fulfil.

'yes and amen to all my promises.'

its not easy.. i know. but im holding on. its difficult. but i want to hold on and trust you.
help me.teach me. guide me. take my hand and lead me. you are in control.



in a month's time, some changes are going to take place in my life. im holding on. life may be very different.its been about 10 years. because you said
'yes and amen to all my promises', i am going to trust you.
prepare me emotionally,mentally,spiritually. for whatever is going to take place.
thank you.
thank you for loving me so dear.
i want to love you. more. and more. and experience you so much greater.
Amen.